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Post by ava on Jan 7, 2006 3:24:08 GMT -5
shucky darn dang, yall, drugs are gonna be the fiddlesticksing death of me. I've spent so much money on that **** since break started that I dont even want to think about it.
but on the bright side, today I smoked pot for the first time ever XD. go ava
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Post by sex ees gud on Jan 7, 2006 16:32:43 GMT -5
go ava!!!
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Post by ava on Jan 7, 2006 19:23:47 GMT -5
dammmn, I am so fiddlesticksing tweaked out right now, and I'm only half done.
I think after I get done with this stuff here in a day or two, from then on I'm going to confine my smoking to breaks/holidays/etc., because it's too expensive and there's too much drama involved.
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Post by Skylarking on Jan 8, 2006 14:34:55 GMT -5
That is a good idea. *feels proud of ava* I have confined my pot smoking to 'only during the week if it is Friday night' .
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Post by sex ees gud on Jan 14, 2006 1:03:36 GMT -5
Thats a good thought. I haven't smoked pot in a long time. I feel sad now...
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Post by gopher on Feb 1, 2006 19:10:54 GMT -5
So I'm the only one who hasn't smoked pot yet?
I'm also the youngest.
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Post by ava on Feb 2, 2006 2:11:39 GMT -5
I wanted to get some pot and/or speed when I was home the other week, but I ended up not.
I am going to get good and blitzed this weekend though, huzzah.
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Post by Skylarking on Feb 2, 2006 10:31:16 GMT -5
I have some hash, but I can't find my pipe. =(
Next Friday I am doing mushrooms with Jenessa on her birthday, though.
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Post by ava on Feb 2, 2006 13:31:58 GMT -5
=( I'd let you borrow mine, but I dont think meth pipes work for hash
score, mushrooms. I want to try shrooms someday
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Post by Skylarking on Feb 2, 2006 19:10:47 GMT -5
My pipe's not even the right kind for hash. Unless I use the screen. But I don't know where that is.
I wish I could be on mushrooms 24/7.
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Post by gopher on Feb 2, 2006 19:31:38 GMT -5
I have some hash, but I can't find my pipe. =( I love that song. |
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Post by Skylarking on Feb 2, 2006 22:58:10 GMT -5
^_^ Me too.
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Post by ava on Feb 4, 2006 0:30:57 GMT -5
I do too, even though I have never used hash.
I have/am used dex though, and shucky darn dang if it isn't sending me on a fiddlesticksing bender right nwo
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Post by sex ees gud on Feb 4, 2006 20:37:44 GMT -5
i got really pissed a few weeks ago, cuz i got super depressed and was like, "i don't feel like thinking, am trying to get a job and might be drug tested, so i'm gonna do dex", so i went to walgreens and bought the extra strength equate PM stuff that i usually use to get high. 12 tablets and 5 hours later (i'm usually wasted as hell by this point) there barely any effect at all. Mike and i were going to bestbuy and i fell asleep in his car and felt a bit wobbley, but it went away after like an hour and a half. Usually i'm incomprehensible and my mind is completely checked out and can't remember what went on in the slightest, the way it should be, but this time it was only an hour and a half and i remembered everything that went on. It made me mega depressed-er. So i think until i find a decent paying job and if it doesn't drug test, i'm gonna have to stick to alcohol. Major fail. However, major win, cuz since teh boyfriend (Mike) is 36, i have no problems finding access to teh alcohol...only needs monies now. Yesh, when i has a living area in the next month to month 1/2, i will so be wasted for a week straight! hehehehehe *cough* hehehe. Yesh, i has high hopes in life. To be high. lol.
God dammit. I'm on triple my dose of adderall, and it's giving me the odd need to type. It's like, "I wanna keep typing." and then the rational side of my brain is all like, "But you have nothing constructive to type about. You were doing well on your homework earlier, if you had taken your normal dosage of adderall and continued doing homework when you started, you'd be so much more done than you are now, go do homework." and then the 'concentrating on what i'm doing at the moment' side of the brain is like, "i like the feel of the keys under my fingers and the sound of the clickity clack keys, and it makes me feel like i'm doing something productive, even though i'm not. weeeeeeeeeeeeeee."
okay, now i seriously am gonna go do homework. or check my mail again. or go to gpss16.com...or play a vid-no no no, no i won't. i won't even say the 'v' word or i will go and do it. *glances at nintendo DS hanging out of her bag* GOD DAMMIT!. Maybe the triple dose of adderall plus 20 Rolo's and 5 reeses are messing with my brain. WEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. Okay. note to self: stop taking too much adderall. it fiddlestickss with your head.
note to self: you've made that note to self the last 6 times you've OD'd on adderall...actually keep this note to self
note to self: you know you won't keep the last 2 note to self's, so make a new note to self to tell Mike about your note to self and make him kick you in the ass when you don't keep your note to self, so thus you will make new note to self's of which you will keep these note to self's. okays? okays!
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Post by Skylarking on Feb 4, 2006 21:58:12 GMT -5
Just pin the note to your collar.
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