please

[x.cautiontape.x]

this is a poem about my friend ash

you changed
so much
what happened
you changed
your so different
your hurting me
and you don't even know
what happened
did something go wrong
what happened
could you please tell me
why are you doing this
what are you trying to prove
why are you like this
what is wrong
cant you tell me
we're friends
arn't we
so why are you hurting me
why are you hurting us all
what did we do to deserve it
what did you do to deserve
the things your doing to yourself
you told me you just wanted to live your life
then you picked up a smoke
you told me all you wanted was to be happy
then you went and got drunk
this isnt the way to do it
this is the right way to be happy
to have fun
to live your life
you told me once that your going to be ok
but is this really ok
im so happy you stopped cutting
and burning
and hurting yourself in that way
but im so scared
for what your doing now
how your hurting yourself now
the drugs
the alchol
they're hurting you
and im scared
i dont want to lose you
im so scared
and defencless
i dont know what to do
all i can do is stand here and watch you
ruin what you built
ruin the live your trying to life
i knew you were pretty bad off
but not like this
this tops is all
mushrooms
vodka
beer
rum
all these things are ruining you
ruining who you are
what you are
and i dont want to lose you
expecially not like this
i'd miss you
if you overdosed
accidently or on purpose
i'd cry
if you were to die tonight
i'd hurt
if you kept doing this
i hurt already
why put us all through this
watching you live this life
your so determined to wreck
trust me
trust us
trust God
please
don't keep doing this to yourself
please
cant you see
that by living your life
your killing yourself
and your killing me...

[snowangel24]

wow. this is good. sorry about your friend.

[EyesofanAngel20]

good poem!

[Arya]

wow. another good poem!