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poo poo
Apr 6, 2005 12:35:49 GMT -5
Post by sex ees gud on Apr 6, 2005 12:35:49 GMT -5
me feels like poo poo
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poo poo
Apr 6, 2005 17:27:35 GMT -5
Post by x.cautiontape.x on Apr 6, 2005 17:27:35 GMT -5
::HUG:: why?  |
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poo poo
Apr 6, 2005 21:17:47 GMT -5
Post by sex ees gud on Apr 6, 2005 21:17:47 GMT -5
just stupid stuff. Same as ever. I have a hard time helping myself, so the fact that i'm not getting better IS my fault...so i shouldn't be complaining
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poo poo
Apr 6, 2005 21:42:14 GMT -5
Post by sex ees gud on Apr 6, 2005 21:42:14 GMT -5
I just want everything to go away. I need someone. I need Jessica. 4 years and i can't get rid of the pain. Why? What did i do to deserve all this pain and torment. The inner pain i couldn't see in her screams inside my head all the time. She screams and cries in my head. And he....he won't let me be...he won't leave me alone no matter what i do....and i don't know what to do. I'm so weak. I can't even control my own mind. I need someone. I feel so unbelievably lost and alone. I feel so horrible for complaining about these stupid things, but i don't know what to do and i can't talk about it with the people i SHOULD be talking to...God i feel so horrible. I want to cry so hard, but seems like i've lost the ability to shed tears.
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poo poo
Apr 6, 2005 22:05:58 GMT -5
Post by poco on Apr 6, 2005 22:05:58 GMT -5
That sounds so painful. I know the feeling of not being able to cry. I'll be praying for you, and I'm here if you need me (thouh not as often as I used to be). |
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poo poo
Apr 6, 2005 22:11:49 GMT -5
Post by sex ees gud on Apr 6, 2005 22:11:49 GMT -5
thanks poco. Yea. I think i'll...eh...go home pretty soon (i'm at a friends house) and...do things to make myself cry. I need to relieve this even just a little or i think i'll snap again. Luckily, i'm fresh out of drugs so i can't OD on anything. But....ah.....::tongue gets tied up in mouth:: poo poo
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