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Post by sex ees gud on Nov 6, 2005 3:03:03 GMT -5
you guys.....i can't do this. i don't even know what to say. i just...feel so dead.  |
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Post by Skylarking on Nov 6, 2005 5:24:59 GMT -5
You're not a failure, Dakota. What you're going through (I assume, from reading your LJ) is quite common for young people. But it's totally possible to work through it, and I know you can. *hugs*
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Post by sex ees gud on Nov 6, 2005 11:20:15 GMT -5
ah, i just feel like every effort i have put in in the past year to make myself better and happier...is useless. I'm considering going on medication. I guess i'll talk to Kevin about it first. But it's like....i've tried to cope with my parents, i've tried to cope with...reality...but i just don't like it here and there's just so much ****. Ahhhh.....
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Post by Skylarking on Nov 6, 2005 16:33:31 GMT -5
Maybe medication is a good idea for you. Sometimes you need it just to get the right chemical levels in your brain.
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Post by sex ees gud on Nov 6, 2005 17:26:21 GMT -5
I was talking with my friend Lindsay who is studying psychology and she has clinical depression and she told me to stop being so hard on myself, because she thinks that half of my depression isn't what has happened to me in my past but a chemical imbalance in my brain. Maybe it is. That's what my ADHD is, after all. *sigh*
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Post by Skylarking on Nov 6, 2005 17:46:52 GMT -5
I would've guessed the same thing, that your depression was a chemical imbalance.
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Post by sex ees gud on Nov 6, 2005 19:02:20 GMT -5
i don't know. maybe it is. but...i dunno...i still feel like i've done something wrong...
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