My CD woes

[gopher]

Last weekend (actually I think it was the one before that) I stayed with the girl that drives me to school. We went to a CD store, and I bought The Used's self-titled CD. I had called my mom for permission, and she said that I could get it but she had to listen to it, and she could throw it away.
That sentence was too long.
Anyways, I had it for about 3 days before she listened to it. I got home from school, and she told me that she didn't like it. She said it had "Too many bad words" and it was "just too hard." I told her that Good Charlotte has more cuss words, but she said that was different. To this I replied "yeah Good Charlotte sucks, and The Used doesn't." I started crying, but she didn't change her mind.
Then, to make matters worse, she left the fricken CD between the car seats for about 3 days after that, before I took it back. It was pure torture for those few days. It's like having something not 1 foot away from you, but you can't have it. Actually it is that.
I took it back and told her that I gave it to my friend. I actually did give it to my friend, just not permanently.

I cannot believe she called it too hard. I was very tempted to tell her about the NIN CD that my friend let me borrow, but I held my tongue. I hate my mom.

[ava]

your mom sounds like a control freak

[Skylarking]

It's a proven fact that listening to The Used makes teens kill their parents.

[gopher]

colleen said:

It's a proven fact that listening to The Used makes teens kill their parents.

So that's where these thoughts come from.



Anyways, My mom is a total control freak. Well actually, my entire family is, but I don't have to live with them.

Now she wants to move back to Fort Mill. I finally have friends that I don't regret, and she wants to move back that hell of a town. I am pissed. When she told me, a train was passing, and I was actually about to throw myself in front of it.
She puts me through hell, and doesn't expect me to get pissed about it.
I sleep on an old couch in a room that has fleas for Christ's sake! Can't god just kill me and get it over with? I mean really, it wouldn't be that hard.

I have only my 18th birthday to look forward to.

Gawd, this ranting thing is becoming a habit.
I'm pathetic.

[Skylarking]

Nah. *hugs* I'd be ranting too, if I were in your situation. When would you be moving again, if you do?

[gopher]

At the end of the school year. I know it's only one town away, but that would just plain suck. Those Fort Millians are rich and snobby.

[Skylarking]

Aw, well I hope you don't have to then. But living with your grandparents doesn't sound great either.

[lordvader]

aww. i'm sorry *hugs*. parents can suck like that sometimes. it's weird, because i appreciate my parents so much now that i'm away from them. it's weird being away from them, but i really appreciate them now. i'm sorry your mom sucks. i hate it when they do that sort of thing. go ahead and vent to us, i'm here, and i'm listining.

[gopher]

I remineded her that she could pay tuition, so I can still go to RHHS. She didn't say anything definite though.

My computer's fixed! Now I don't have to wait until Sunday to post.

[Skylarking]

Yay! Gophery goodness all week long!

[gopher]

This is still the first time that I've gotten on for about the last week. I will change that though.