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Post by sex ees gud on Feb 3, 2006 11:05:20 GMT -5
Yep, i kinda died off the face of the earth for a little bit. Heh.
Anyways, major news.....Mike and I are getting a house together. Weee! I'm gonna kinda....disappear from home one day and just leave a note telling my parents not to contact me. Yes, that's how much i love them. Either way, i'm extremely excited. weeeee.
Oh, and btw, Jen will most likely be staying at our new house, cuz the time she's coming down with Katie is like the same time that Mike and i are gonna be moving out. heh
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Post by anime geek on Feb 3, 2006 14:00:45 GMT -5
good for you. good luck
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Post by gopher on Feb 3, 2006 18:42:31 GMT -5
Weee! I'm gonna kinda....disappear from home one day and just leave a note telling my parents not to contact me. Yes, that's how much i love them. That's what I was gonna do, but I don't have a lot of people to help me if I need help. Only 3 more years to go...if she lets me go. |
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Post by sex ees gud on Feb 3, 2006 19:53:39 GMT -5
My mom's not letting me go......it's still not stopping me. I'm majorly stressed though....cuz i'm broke. I just got hired at Taco Bell, but i have to see if i can work enough hours to pay for everything.....baaaaah
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Post by Skylarking on Feb 3, 2006 22:30:20 GMT -5
Congratulations for moving out. I hope you can manage everything.
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Post by ava on Feb 4, 2006 0:03:01 GMT -5
congrats on grabbing independence. i hope everything turns out ok <3
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Post by sex ees gud on Feb 4, 2006 11:41:43 GMT -5
I hope it does too. I've been wigging out about the fact that i'm planning on moving out anyways and won't have enough money to pay for food. Maybe i'll just come home when the rents are at work and steal food from here. hmmmmm
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Post by ava on Feb 4, 2006 12:11:40 GMT -5
ramen to the rescue!
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Post by sex ees gud on Feb 4, 2006 13:50:35 GMT -5
ramen and mac n' cheese! w007! hehe
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Post by Skylarking on Feb 4, 2006 16:37:55 GMT -5
Every city has resources for hungry college students.
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Post by hoarpumpkin on Feb 4, 2006 17:05:00 GMT -5
speaking of hungry college students, ohh man
...caf time
(this was in no way a non sequitur)
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Post by sex ees gud on Feb 4, 2006 20:27:05 GMT -5
yea, our school has cook-outs like all the time...and i bum food off people at pancake night (college students who actually have money ALWAYS order more food than they can eat), and if need be....Ramen costs a whopping dollar and all you gotta do is add water and heat it up. heh. i should be okay.
My mom is kinda starting to figure out what's going on, especially the fact that i'm moving out with Mike (she ain't completely sure, but she has suspicions of which i ain't confirming yet) but she's starting to figure it out because i declined her offer to pay for rent in a dorm this summer (don't tell me i was stupid to decline the offer. i have more than one reason as to why i needed to decline it), the fact that i've started sorting through my things and putting items i don't use all the time in boxes (boxes of which she has made it clear she has searched through and stolen stuff from, which really pisses me off), the fact that she's completely ignoring the fact that i exist whilst at home, less she be glaring at me, and the fact that she feels the need to be a childish S.O.B and e-mail me saying that Mike is a loser creep and that i'm ruining my life by deciding to not depend on her for life and actually deciding to do what i want with my life, even though it will probably make me suffer for a while. rawr. fiddlesticksin' *****.
Yes, i'm a bit pissed at the moment. I just wrote a like 3 page e-mail to my mom telling her exactly WHY her attitude towards me is pissing me off, why ive decided i want to be independent, the fact that how i feel, or don't feel (just saying that to throw her off), about Mike is none of her business, and how i am sick and tired of her searching/stealing my ****, hacking into my online accounts, and how she and my dad have treated me, mostly emotionally, over the years, and pretty much laid something out on the table about me that they need to know (or confirm their suspicions about) in order to either finally hate me or actually get over the fact that i'm not turning out the way they've been trying to get me to be and support me in life (told them that yes, most of my friends aren't what they would consider 'normal', i do tend to be the one to lust over an animal who has trouble walking, has one eye, or has been hit by a car [not that i'm complaining about my pure bred, champion quality miniature schnauzer, but i love all animals], that i have a dark sense of humor, tend to like most things dark or gorey(sp?), am a macabre/dark artist (i love painting blood, and the one pic that they found that i had drawn merited me a 30 minute lecture as to why painting blood is satanic), and last but not least, that i am, in fact, bisexual and that they have met most of my girlfriends. However, i didn't send this document. I was going to, but after thinking it over and letting Mike read it, and then discussing the retributions or advantages of sending her this at the moment, i realized that i am under a GREAT deal of stress right now between the current situation at home, my severe lack of finances stress, wondering whether i will pass my 3 classes this semester (i dropped my lit class after i didn't go for 3 1/2 weeks, missed 12 assignments and didnt turn in an essay, thus making me realize there is no way in hell i was gonna pass), and dealing with some **** that has been going on since the turn of the year which has caused a great deal of stress/depression/fear/worry. So in conclusion i decided, "Hey, i think i will save what i just wrote as a document, revise and re-write this, and leave it as a 'farewell, don't contact me if you only wish to complain or yell at me' note. Hehehe. Instead, i replied something along the lines of "To whom it may concern(yes, sarcastic, but she e-mailed me with, 'dearest daughter', so we're in a sarcasm war)
I have nothing to say on this matter at the present time other than what i feel, or don't feel, for Mike is none of your concern, and your thorough judge of his character has really proven to me that you have taught me under the standard of "do as i say, not as i do", since you have always told me to get to know someone before i judged their character. However, if you wish to quit acting childish and obnoxiously depressed while i'm at home, and then, rather than talking to me, you decide to send me a childish e-mail pretty much saying "you stupid. he bad.", then quit e-mailing me and leave me alone. If, however, you decide to have a rational, adult, face-to-face conversation with me, i will be perfectly willing to listen to your adult opinion about what you know and what you think i plan on doing, and then i hope you will be perfectly willing to listen to me tell you that your opinion is no longer of any value to me.
Sincerely,
Mercedes"
And, as you may be able to tell by my incessant(sp?) ranting here, you may be able to realize and assume that this all happened recently (i got the e-mail a little over an hour ago, wrote the 3 page 'stfu' e-mail to her, discussed it with Mike and then replied with this version of the 'stfu') that i am rather fumed about it. Oh, and i took 3 adderall like 2 1/2 hours ago, so it makes me really get things out of my system. I was doing really well on my homework until i decided to check my mail. heh. okay, back to homework
/rant
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