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Post by sex ees gud on Jun 22, 2005 12:27:26 GMT -5
when you've fallen in love with someone you can't have, but still just the thought of being around him makes your heart flutter?
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Post by eadg on Jun 22, 2005 22:42:32 GMT -5
explain
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Post by sex ees gud on Jun 23, 2005 8:01:49 GMT -5
okay there's this guy...he's my neighbor...well i've known him since i was 6 years old and recently we've been getting to be extremely good friends. He's the kind of guy that you just know you can trust and so he's brought out a lot of my secrets that i've never told anyone, not even my therapist. And it feels...so good...to get that off my chest. Well, we hang out quite a bit and started these 'blush wars' because sometimes his jokes make me blush and he thought it was so cute so he started doing it all the time to the point where i've been determined to make him blush. And i have, but it was on the topic of sex. So obviously we've been having a lot of these kinds of conversations. Well, i asked him today how he knew i needed someone so i wouldn't feel lonely anymore and he said, "The first time i met you i could feel it in your soul. You were hurting and i was determined to help you be happy." I think it's the first time in my life that i've been this incredibly...ecstatic. Well, after long conversations (mostly while i was at work) he admitted to me that i was 'tempting' and that he loved me. I've realized i love him too. The only problem is....he's married.....he's been married since i was 6 years old. And i know it sounds wrong and disgusting, but.....i can't help it.....i've fallen for him....i've never had anyone in my life that i feel so incredibly comfortable around. And his love is completely genuine and i know that it's not fair to his wife, but we've all ready come to the agreement that we're not going to have sex because he made a promise to his wife when they got married. Anything else, on the other hand, is free territory. But although my heart jumps up and down just at the thought of him, the pain is almost unbearable to know that there is no friggin chance i'll EVER have him.....
so what do i do?
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Post by jamers on Jun 28, 2005 0:53:24 GMT -5
how old is he? if he was married when you were six.....thats REALLY unhealty for both of you...he's way too old.
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Post by sex ees gud on Jun 28, 2005 11:31:45 GMT -5
T.T yea i know. And i won't disclose age
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