Post by EyesofanAngel20 on Apr 15, 2005 11:59:13 GMT -5
This is not a poem, or a story, I dont know what it is, but here it is.
I want to cut so bad it hurts.
I can't imagine things getting any worse.
I've let them down again.
I'm worthless and stupid.
I'm immature and a failure.
I'm a loser who can't do anything.
Theres never enough time to do homework or clean my room.
I don't have enough will or determination.
No motivation either.
Really, what's there to wake up to?
Anotehr day in this house,
Getting nothing done.
The stress is building higher and higher.
I don't know if I can take it anymore.
There's no one to talk to.
There's no one I can trust.
Johanna and Tasha have their own thing.
Josh doesn't care.
Brett and Cagle only think about themsleves.
Zach's too busy with track.
Sarah and Jeni would tell Pastor Eric,
Who would call the cops,
Like he did before.
Philip and Jeremy wouldn't understand...less alone care.
Why would they? Their life is perfect.
Besides, their dad hates me.
There really is no one
So what else can I do?
Please, tell me, because I hate to do this.
I'm suppossed to be free!
I'm not suppossed to feel this way.
Please, help me, before I go back to the way I was.
Alone, scared, fed up with everything.
I don't want to
But Im being sucked back in...
Help me.
I want to cut so bad it hurts.
I can't imagine things getting any worse.
I've let them down again.
I'm worthless and stupid.
I'm immature and a failure.
I'm a loser who can't do anything.
Theres never enough time to do homework or clean my room.
I don't have enough will or determination.
No motivation either.
Really, what's there to wake up to?
Anotehr day in this house,
Getting nothing done.
The stress is building higher and higher.
I don't know if I can take it anymore.
There's no one to talk to.
There's no one I can trust.
Johanna and Tasha have their own thing.
Josh doesn't care.
Brett and Cagle only think about themsleves.
Zach's too busy with track.
Sarah and Jeni would tell Pastor Eric,
Who would call the cops,
Like he did before.
Philip and Jeremy wouldn't understand...less alone care.
Why would they? Their life is perfect.
Besides, their dad hates me.
There really is no one
So what else can I do?
Please, tell me, because I hate to do this.
I'm suppossed to be free!
I'm not suppossed to feel this way.
Please, help me, before I go back to the way I was.
Alone, scared, fed up with everything.
I don't want to
But Im being sucked back in...
Help me.
