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last night at dinner my mom commented on the fact that i look like crap. I guess its partly due to the fact that i had mono, but i'm supposed to be on the very back end of mono now. Seriously, the worst that's supposed to happen is me just getting a little bit tired. But she said i look extremely pale and a bit green. But i feel fine! The only thing that concerns her and me (though i won't admit it) is that i can't eat. It's not that i'm going all anorexic and ****, but literally. I take a few bites of food and feel like i'm gonna blow up, like i've eaten too much. And this is even while i'm not on my adderall on the weekends. I have eaten like 2 whole meals in the past couple of weeks. I don't expect to eat though today because i took an adderall and a phetermine (an appetite supressant, but it also gives you a fiddlesticks load of energy and seems to enhance the adderall) because i need to study for a psych test. But...uhm...does anyone have any ideas as to why i can't seem to eat? Even when i do eat, i always feel REALLY sick afterwords. And i'm not really in the mood to go back to the doctors office @_@