Post by sex ees gud on Jun 3, 2005 12:50:11 GMT -5
so the same girl that i wrote the last thing to is pissing me off about the ginni situation and we got into a fight and this is what i posted to her:
okay okay, let me get this straight. so if anorexia is a choice...you're saying that medications can have choices as side effects. "Warning, may give you the option of becoming anorexic...you have to decide whether you want this side effect or not..." XD yea...that makes complete sence Lori. One of Aderal's side effects are anorexia. Anorexia is an illness. Not eating and wanting to lose weight is a choice.
'you know so little about me that I dont see how you could come up with so many asumptions....
well, Lori...i've known you long enough to make some assumptions that maybe some day you could get off ur lazy ass and do something about.
#1) you complain, you don't vent. The difference? People vent in their moment of anger/depression and then *gasp* DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT. complaining is what you do. *****ing about the same thing over and over and over again wishing it would change...and then complaining about how nothing is changing. How 'bout you try? I know it may be difficult to actually give a **** about trying to get better, but i bet u cud do it.
#2) You do want attention for your depression whether you realize it now or not. Let's see. Writing 'i want to die' on desks...or more like carving it into them. having 'sorry i'm not perfect' as icons. Taking every chance you get to vocalize your depression, no matter what the topic is.
#3) You are always in competition with people to have bigger problems or be more depressed. now what the fiddlesticks is up with that? Hmm lets see. Whenever i was down and you asked me why, suddenly you would either have all of the exact same problems as me or tell me about how yours are worse. And when Brittney started cutting, oh...wow...she didn't cut for the *right* reasons..what a supportive and wonderful friend you were, ay?
#4) You want to associate yourself with anything depressed or suicidal related to advance your depressive thoughts and get more attention for being depressed (i'm not saying you AREN'T depressed, but what i see in you is kinda like someone who has blonde hair screaming "CHECK ME OUT! I HAVE BLONDE HAIR!")You always look through my journal (which btw pissed me off to no end. just because i showed you something once doesn't give you free access to one of the most personal things in my life) and when you saw my macabre art, suddenly you were drawing it too.
#5)you can't spell worth ****. i mean...how the hell did you graduate with that...terrible of spelling?
You know Lori. I loved you. I was here to help and to listen. But you've just come to the point of fiddlesticksing pissing me off. You have threatened to kill yourself so many times that i'm at the point of screaming, "DO IT OR SHUT UP." because i'm fiddlesticksing sick of this bull****. I'm tired of you pitying yourself so fiddlesticksing much. It is getting you no where AT ALL and you get mad when people roll their eyes when you whine. Well look at it from our shoes, Lori. QUIT PITYING YOURSELF AND DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT GOD shucky darn dangIT!
i's so sick of this bull****. you continue to act like a mellodramatic *****.
i know it was like...uberly harsh...but she deserved it
okay okay, let me get this straight. so if anorexia is a choice...you're saying that medications can have choices as side effects. "Warning, may give you the option of becoming anorexic...you have to decide whether you want this side effect or not..." XD yea...that makes complete sence Lori. One of Aderal's side effects are anorexia. Anorexia is an illness. Not eating and wanting to lose weight is a choice.
'you know so little about me that I dont see how you could come up with so many asumptions....
well, Lori...i've known you long enough to make some assumptions that maybe some day you could get off ur lazy ass and do something about.
#1) you complain, you don't vent. The difference? People vent in their moment of anger/depression and then *gasp* DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT. complaining is what you do. *****ing about the same thing over and over and over again wishing it would change...and then complaining about how nothing is changing. How 'bout you try? I know it may be difficult to actually give a **** about trying to get better, but i bet u cud do it.
#2) You do want attention for your depression whether you realize it now or not. Let's see. Writing 'i want to die' on desks...or more like carving it into them. having 'sorry i'm not perfect' as icons. Taking every chance you get to vocalize your depression, no matter what the topic is.
#3) You are always in competition with people to have bigger problems or be more depressed. now what the fiddlesticks is up with that? Hmm lets see. Whenever i was down and you asked me why, suddenly you would either have all of the exact same problems as me or tell me about how yours are worse. And when Brittney started cutting, oh...wow...she didn't cut for the *right* reasons..what a supportive and wonderful friend you were, ay?
#4) You want to associate yourself with anything depressed or suicidal related to advance your depressive thoughts and get more attention for being depressed (i'm not saying you AREN'T depressed, but what i see in you is kinda like someone who has blonde hair screaming "CHECK ME OUT! I HAVE BLONDE HAIR!")You always look through my journal (which btw pissed me off to no end. just because i showed you something once doesn't give you free access to one of the most personal things in my life) and when you saw my macabre art, suddenly you were drawing it too.
#5)you can't spell worth ****. i mean...how the hell did you graduate with that...terrible of spelling?
You know Lori. I loved you. I was here to help and to listen. But you've just come to the point of fiddlesticksing pissing me off. You have threatened to kill yourself so many times that i'm at the point of screaming, "DO IT OR SHUT UP." because i'm fiddlesticksing sick of this bull****. I'm tired of you pitying yourself so fiddlesticksing much. It is getting you no where AT ALL and you get mad when people roll their eyes when you whine. Well look at it from our shoes, Lori. QUIT PITYING YOURSELF AND DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT GOD shucky darn dangIT!
i's so sick of this bull****. you continue to act like a mellodramatic *****.
i know it was like...uberly harsh...but she deserved it
